you said move on, where do i go?


biography

"Nothing of me is original, I am the combined effort of everybody I've ever known." - Chuck Palahniuk

I'm Mandy. By day,I'm a student about to embark 'N' levels. By night, I'm a dreamer. Shoe obsessed geek, a hard-core fan of Paramore, The Beatles and Lauren Conrad; who would do anything to live in NY.

"Our worst peril is our own carelessness" - Charles Spurgeon




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friends
Connie
Eugene
Farhana
Jiawen
Jiaquan
Gordon
Mr Chia
Sufirman
Szeman
Waiyee
Xiao Hui

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title: So how did you get under my skin?
date: Sunday, August 23, 2009
time:12:40:00 AM
Went to Starbucks to do homework today, but sadly we did not finish the work.
only manage to finish one question from Mr Tan's homework. ;)
Anyhow, had dinner at 'New York New York', my main course was horrible.

Went Suntec yesterday evening with Wen, Eugene, Sufir.
Yes, we had fun like we normally would;)
reach home late again, got scolded by my mom again, but i don't really care.
hahas, i know this is bad but whatever.

Arsenal 4-1 Portsmouth.
Aww... Fabregas hurt his leg.But they still won:))
LOVE Arsenal, yes i do!!




Finding a new guy, is the best way to forget you.
but i don't think i can do this.




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date: Tuesday, August 18, 2009
time:11:50:00 PM
Had a great time laughing off.
I think people should go watch the videos in Sufirman's cell phone, is hilarious.
Been slacking in the dental today with Jiawen and Rachel.
We ask some crap question, just to get an excuse staying in there.:)
Went out with Fel today, and we were laughing like nobody business. such a joker.
And why are there common test every single day?
we just don't get it.
Got scream by the Chinese teacher today, and i'm still laughing and talking away.
i think she's going crazy after taking our class for Chinese. :))
There's math tuition tomorrow, BORING.
So got to go now!
and i'll be back here soon. :)
This should end somewhere, and
i'm not your toy.


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date: Monday, August 17, 2009
time:11:59:00 PM
When tuition today, as usual we're late again.
not as late as last lesson, why are we always late? i don't understand.
JW, Noah and i skipped last lesson for soccer at kallang and i think Tan Guo Rong is super angry
with us. He said that we rather go watch soccer than having lesson,
what can we do? we just give a back a smile. :)

All you know is 'i don't no'. while than you should continue saying
that in your freaking life.
Chocolate and ice-cream is not helping, at this moment at all. I don't understand why.
This would be the last time i'll cry over you, i hope?
But i'll get over it, i swear.
There's always rainbows awaiting after every storm.

{} Jiawen :))

I've forgot how much i LOVED you.


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title: i think i need some help after all?
date:
time:12:31:00 AM
Arsenal 6 : Everton 1!!
Happy yet sad for other reason.
Watching Liverpool v.s Tott'ham one, it's just this close...
Go Liverpool!!

Listen, I don't think i can handle this any further.
I miss the truth in your eyes. I guess it all got lost in your lies.
This might all be a misunderstanding, but at least for now it's NOT.
I think i need some serious eating session of chocolate now..
I'm ok, i guess. while at least i'll be at the very end, i need time. It's not that easy.
But i wanna thank those who asked me, and listen to my blues and whining or even my freaking tears.
A BIG THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. :)
A very big thank you to Kumar too, thanks man!

I'm so gonna sleep after this match, my eyes are closing already.
On the way to my lala land...



Let's make this last forever, can't we?


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date: Saturday, August 15, 2009
time:9:00:00 PM
Came back from dinner with Jiawen, SUBWAY!! :)
Kumar came by too, and thanks for letting me know the truth.
Nothing much to blog about, i guess.
don't really feel good now.

This is for you Jiawen:
Thanks for cheering me up, when things went so wrong. I really appreciate it, listening to my blues is such a bad thing. :(
And i'll be just fine, like i normally would.


If what Kumar said is true, than please...
GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE!!
why am i even feeling so sad over you, this is so not worth over my tears.
I want to believe you, but i don't think i can anymore.
Just get to the truth, and tell me what the fuck is going on.


Love is a verb. Actions show more than words.
- ME!!


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date: Tuesday, August 11, 2009
time:11:18:00 PM
Tomorrow's Sufirman's birthday!
would have fun after school, birthday bash? i guess they would.
Might be skipping tuition tomorrow, for a soccer match with Jiawen, Noah, Wilson.
excuses for tomorrow? thinking and thinking..

Everything seems so wrong for the past week and this.
I want you to understand that's not a personal attack. I swear, get over it fast alright?
i didn't mean what i said, i promise.



"If you wait for me, then I'll come for you. Although I've traveled far
I always hold a place for you in my heart."


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date: Monday, August 10, 2009
time:8:35:00 PM
Just came back from Wild Wild Wet.
We gave Sufirman a surprise, and i think he's really shock or something.
And he LOVES the A/X top we gave him. :) The cake was good too.
Had tremendous fun today, i'm very tired and sleepy now.
just a short update for today.
xoxo.



Remembering your touch, your kiss, and your warm embrace. I will find my way back to you. Promise.
- Grace Walker-


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date: Sunday, August 9, 2009
time:11:48:00 PM
when shopping today:)
brought sufirman's birthday gift today, lets hope he likes it.
Surprise are waiting to happen tomorrow, let's hope he doesn't read this.
Anyways, had fun laughing off today. Eugene join us for about an hour or so to look for gifts for him.
it would be fun tomorrow, i guess.

I'm feeling so down now. (Jiawen and Felicia, i bet you know why.)
and it's not your fault Jiawen, you don't have to feel bad.




if i have to choose between loving you, and breathing.
i would use my last breath to say 'I LOVE YOU'.


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date:
time:12:02:00 AM
Came back from dinner with Jiawen at Vivo, we ate at White Dog Cafe.
saw HuiQi working there, and i'm happy to see her. we wanted to meet for a period but she's only busy so yea, and i miss you babe:)
Anyways, brought a top from River Island, one more thing, going SHOPPING tomorrow with Jiawen again (buying a gift). not for ourselves, mind you.
because we are OFFICIALLY BROKE.

So, let's talk about the trip to Old Changi Hospital.
it's very scary, well at least to me. and it might just be me who was scared.
Photos are up in Chen Yee's fb already, go take a look.
ok, i swear i was holding on to someone's hands so hard that it hurts them and i'm sorry for that.
Let's say it this way, i hold two person's hands. Wilson's and Sufirman's.
Wilson's is totally crazy yesterday. (Jiawen & Noah, bet you guys know what
i'm referring to. don't you?) Hahas:)
They are planning a trip to the RedHouse, should i join them?
i seriously don't no.
'Wish you were there yesterday.' (know who i'm referring to also right, Jiawen?)

Have to sleep for tomorrow's SHOPPING, yeah!
xoxo.

By the way, Happy Independents Day SINGAPORE.




"Could you hold me close?
Let me pretend I'll spend forever in your arms."





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date: Thursday, August 6, 2009
time:6:37:00 PM
i have one thing to say to 'YOU' : "GET A LIFE BITCH!"

Don't mind the above sentence, i'm just freaking annoyed by someone.
School ends at 9 plus tomorrow, yeah!
OCH tomorrow, and i don't no should i go or not. They wanna explore there, which is like so wired.

Went for dinner yesterday, at ABC Market with Jiawen, Noah, Camden, Wilson, Jiaquan, Jonathan, Ben, Kendrick. I guess i didn't miss out any of you guys names, if i did i'm sorry.
Jiawen and i scream cause of a cat, i know we're wired but i don't care. ;)
The two of us scream and all of the guys were shock by us, believe it? bet you didn't.

Anyways, dance today was fun and tired. and i mean TIRED.
for English lesson, we're too noisy and we got punish and run around the parade-square.
i forgot how many rounds we ran, and i went back class to sleep:)



'i've never understand you, don't you know.'


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date: Monday, August 3, 2009
time:11:40:00 PM
Yeah, blogger is finally working like it's supposed to. :)
Anyways, i've never felt having math tuition was that fun ever since i had hated math.
Assembly was super funny, thanks to Sufirman, Eugene and Jiawen :)
we were laughing until we can't breath normally.
Jiawen and me was late again (for tuition), but we reach there second. not that late i guess?

Had total awesome and fun day on Sunday! (Jiawen's Birthday)
Photos will be up on FB by Wednesday.
need some sleep now.
xoxo.



"I dream of you in a place
that's warm and dark, a
place where I can
feel the beat of your heart."


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