you said move on, where do i go?


biography

I'm crazy and shy, something that you'll never know unless you know me. I love The Beatles, Paramore and Lauren Conrad. I think love is retarded, it hurts you one way or another. Sometimes the way is lonely, steep and filled with pain. So if your sky is dark and pours the rain...Cry to someone.

"You'll never see
Any scars or wounds.


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friends
Amanda
Connie
Eugene
Farhana
Jiawen
Jiaquan
Joey
Gordon
Mr Chia
Sufirman
Szeman
Waiyee

thanks
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inspiration/colours: mintyapple
icons: cablelines
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past
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
title: Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas.
date: Sunday, December 27, 2009
time:2:57:00 AM
(Monday - Friday, 21st - 25th December 2009)
Vacation to Hong Kong was okay, the only thing that suck is, there's no internet connection at all, that means i waste my effort bring my lappy there. Went for Christmas countdown at Tsim Sha Tsui (correct spelling?), there's so many people there that you could hardly breath. Anyways, spend most of the trip eating and shopping. Got pretty much stuff, as usual i got more stuff then my brothers. We love the mango desert there, i can't remember what's the name of it but you get the idea. Oh, got Christmas gifts there too, wait to get them buddies. Daddy got me two bags for Christmas, a Ralph Lauren small canvas tote and a Louis Vuitton speedy 30. Thanks daddy, i prefer the Ralph Lauren one. i think i'm gotta let my mom use the LV one, but i still like the design. He should get the medium canvas tote instead of the small one. Didn't manage to eat turkey this year, not a big fan of it tho. Merry Christmas and have a safe holiday!

(Saturday 26th December 2009)
It's Boxing Day, as usual Kristin, Jake and the group went for big shopping sprees. I've been receiving text saying "oh, this shoes totally suites you. you should be here right now with us." Kinda get mad after getting a few of those messages, it just irritates me. But it's Boxing Day so i should be happy, ha. Went to clean the wash the new Subaru car it take hours to clean it and then went to fetch Baby back home from Hui Qi's house. Thank you so much for taking care of my baby.

xoxo
can't always get what you want.



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title: Mr. right now.
date: Tuesday, December 15, 2009
time:1:17:00 AM
'the strange power, the possessed, the passion.'

Went for movie today with Amanda, Hui Qi can't make it cause she have to work during evening so it's just the two of us. Catch New Moon (again), the other time was with Wen, Sufi and Eugene. Ilyasa was shouting our name, and he's like "just the two of you?" Ironic right. Anyways, the mentality of saving money fail every single time. There's no way you can not spend any money went you go out. Got back my bag from Tod's today, there's no way they can fixed it but i'm still gonna use it. It's a gift from Lydia and Michael when my brother and i went for their wedding at NYC, she's a shopaholic too. Back then when she still lives in Singapore, we shop like freaks (seriously).
Gonna bring baby for grooming tomorrow morning, i don't even think i can wake up on time to bring him there. But i'll try, what else can i do right he's my dog.

xoxo.


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title: Night has chosen thee.
date: Monday, December 14, 2009
time:1:42:00 AM
'Ignorance breeds love and hatred.'

(Saturday, 12th December 2009)
Went lunch with Fel, well not exactly for that. I went to get novels from her, and it's weird because i had that series of novels. But it's all in boxes and guess what, i didn't name what's in there for all mine boxes and i'm not going to cut open each an every box and paste them back just to find that damn book. Enough for books. What we did other then that? well, of cause we had to do some shopping. Sales are everywhere, that's a temptation.

(Sunday, 13th December 2009)
Meet up with Veronica today. Finally she texted me (which i've been waiting for it), i lost her number when i lost my freaking cell phone. Really glad that i get to see her, she's always been my sister ever since i can remember. Went for Sushi Tei, it's on her (duh). How sweet that she got me a Christmas gift, well she knew how Christmas is important to me. But i'm sorry i haven't shop for Christmas gifts yet, but i will asap. Felicia (f.y.i she's not my Fel) drop by for dinner after her work. When the both of them were around, you just can't stop laughing. Which totally made my day.

(Random-ness)
No time left for Christmas shopping, one more week before vacation. Not really happy than we're going to Hong Kong, i was hoping that we're going to New York to visit again. The main reason i'm going HK is to go Lush and get stuff. If not i won't even go with them, i'll rather stay home with baby. Anyways, Dad will be in town this coming Saturday just in time for the flight. I'm happy about that.

xoxo.


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title: When one door closes.
date: Tuesday, December 1, 2009
time:10:23:00 PM
Daddy, take me to the Lakers game.

Found out something which is pretty excited, well at least for me. Lauren Conrad 2nd novel is coming out on 2nd February, ahhh. I want the one which she would sign on, Jake promise he would go queue if there's no class. But it would be on a Monday, too bad i guess. I'll try asking Lydia or Michael, wait there's work. Jesus Christ! Saw the book cover, it's pretty good.

Didn't really like Twilight the first time i watch, second time watching still don't like it. But but, i can't wait to watch New Moon. Amanda make up the plans you canceled, can't wait to catch it. Kris said that Taylor is freaking hot, especially the raining scene. We're the team Jacob.

I'm craving Michael's food right now, he's cooking skills are the best. Talked to Alex the other day, miss the time we spend in NYC. Remembering those embarrassing moment, just make me smile like an idiot. Those couch moments, make me laugh even more. Sneaking out middle of the night just to get those delicious pizza and starbucks. And the way Michael make fun of us eating just like a kid, this are the happiest time of my life.


p.s/ i miss Time Square, and those road shows and and those shopping sprees.





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title: The Flash Back.
date: Thursday, November 5, 2009
time:5:24:00 PM
As I walk down the hall,
See the place on the wall,
Where the picture of us used to be.
I fight back those tears, cause I still feel you here.
How could you walk out so easily?
And I don't understand, how I can feel this pain, and still be alive.
And all these broken dreams,
And all these memories,
Are killing me inside.

Was I the only one who fell in love?
There never really was the two of us.
And maybe my all just wasn't good enough.
Was I the only one, only one,
Tell me, what I'm supposed to do with all this love?
Baby, it was supposed to be the two of us.
Help me, cause I still don't want to believe.

- Was I The Only One, Jordin Sparks.

xoxo


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title: Playmates Bring The Drama.
date: Wednesday, November 4, 2009
time:12:06:00 AM
(Monday, 2nd November 2009)
Classes were super duper boring, i mean seriously. Can't concentrate and what-so-ever, especially SS. It's a killer subject. Went Orchard with Fel, as i've mention in the previous post. Absolutely fun, it's been kinda long since we've hang out, so yeah. Probably going out again:)
Went Ikea to find Roland, Camden, Wen, Benjamin and Kendrick with Fel. Hope i didn't miss out anyone name, if i did i'm sorry.

(Tuesday, 3rd November 2009)
Sorry Roland, i'm late again. I don't know why, end up Camden and Sufi was waiting for me too, but anyways i'm sorry too. SS was hilarious today, Mr Tan was joking about Roland stuff. I think i shouldn't mention it here, or i'll be dead. Muhaha.

(Wednesday, 4th November 2009)
It's 0023 now, and i should be sleeping but i'm not. My whole family are like vampires, seriously. But anyhow, classes starts at 0910. I'm happy today, it's the last day of extended curriculum, well at least for me. I only have to attend POA class and i'll be back home sleeping, hopefully. Got good news from Roland, well not exactly a good one. I'm not going to mention it here, but i'm happy for him:)


HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIRTY PIG!!
xoxo



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title: Sorry Boo, Strike Two.
date: Sunday, November 1, 2009
time:11:16:00 PM
(Tuesday- Thursday, 27, 28 & 29 October 2009)
Been in Indonesia, Karimun for Sec 3 Adventure Camp. Trekking up Mt. Jantan was pretty fun but it was very very tiring, i think everyone fell at least once right? Coming down the mountain was even more thrilling, pretty good experience. The hotel was not as bad as i thought, but the room service sucks. We ordered food for both nights and it didn't turn up a single day, fall asleep while we're waiting. Anyways, I MISS KARIMUN ALREADY!

(Friday, 30 October 2009)
It's meet the parent sessions. My result were really bad, i only pass three. Just nice for me to be promoted, Mom wasn't happy in my result, she thought i could do better. Sorry to let you down, but anyways, Happy Birthday!

(Saturday, 31 October 2009)
HAPPY HALLOWEEN! Didn't celebrate it this year, but memory came back into my mind. Miss the time spending with Jake and Kristin, well and many more of you guys. Won't be going to visit you guys this year round in New York, maybe next year or you guys should come visit me again. :) Miss you guys badly already, can't wait to see how my Kristin look like after she become the home-coming queen. Ha.

(Sunday, 1st November 2009)
Mom & Dad came back from overseas and they got me a perfume, Juicy Couture - Viva La Juicy. Imma love the packaging:)

(Monday, 2nd November 2009)
It's 1208 right now, and i have classes at 0800. I think i should get to bed sooner or later. Classes during holiday sucks but Cheer up, going shopping after classes with Fel:) Updated more in the night, if i'm not lazy to do so.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERALD KOK ZHIN OI!
The rock and roll thing was hilarious:)

xoxo.




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